#BookReview Before We Were Innocent by Ella Berman

About the Book

The truth depends on who you ask…

Ten years ago, after a sun-soaked summer spent in Greece, Bess and Joni were cleared of having any involvement in their best friend Evangeline ‘s death. But that didn’t stop the media from calling them everything under the wild, promiscuous, liars, guilty .

Now Joni is tangled up in a crime in LA eerily similar to that one fateful night, and when she turns up at her old friend’s doorstep asking for an alibi, Bess has no choice. She still owes her.

They say the truth will set you free but can Bess face up to what happened that night?

She should know by now… you can’t be an innocent woman when everyone wants you to be guilty.

Format: eARC (384 pages) Publisher: Head of Zeus
Publication date: 13th July 2023 Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Thriller

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My Review

To quote Joni, Before We Were Innocent is ‘the story of three perfectly imperfect women who hurt each other in all the most obvious ways, but who loved each other enough for a lifetime.’ Well, that’s how she chooses to frame it.

Moving between 2018 and ten years earlier, the book gradually reveals how a dramatic event on the island of Tinos changed Bess and Joni’s relationship from that of inseparable best friends to virtual strangers. And how it changed them as individuals too. Whereas Bess has retreated into self-imposed isolation, punctuated by episodes of risk-taking behaviour, Joni has seemingly put the past behind her, reinventing herself and using her experiences as a springboard for her career. But although Bess and Joni may have become estranged they are bound together forever by a lie. ‘Oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive’ as someone once said…

Although narrated almost exclusively from the point of view of Bess, this isn’t a case of being either ‘Team Bess’ or ‘Team Joni’ because we’re never quite sure about the reliability of what we’re being told. While I didn’t find either Bess and Joni particularly likeable or their actions laudable (perhaps because my wild – if they ever were – teenage years are well behind me), they’re definitely nuanced characters and the author skilfully ensures your empathy moves back and forth between them.

Three into two don’t go, there’s always one left over. This is definitely Evangeline to whom Bess and Joni are actually quite horrible at times. Some of this ganging up comes back to haunt them. For me, Evangeline always remained a rather hazy character and I didn’t get any sense of the strong bond that supposedly existed between her and Joni before Bess came on the scene.

Before We Were Innocent is part coming-of-age story, part depiction of the complexity of friendships, and part intriguing mystery. It also exposes the impact of intrusive media attention on individuals and their families and the toxic nature of online discourse. Although it has plenty of twists and turns, for me it simmered but never really reached boiling point.

I received a digital review copy courtesy of Head of Zeus via NetGalley.

In three words: Intense, intriguing, twisty

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About the Author

Ella Berman grew up in both London and Los Angeles and worked at Sony Music before starting the clothing brand London Loves LA. She lives in London with her husband, James, and their dog, Rocky.

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#BlogTour #BookReview Sister of Mine by Laurie Petrou @VERVE_Books

Welcome to today’s stop on the blog tour for Sister of Mine by Laurie Petrou. My thanks to Hollie at Verve Books for inviting me to take part in the tour and for my digital review copy. Hop over to Instragram and check out the post by my tour buddy for today, Johanna at memydogandbooks.


Sister of MineAbout the Book

Two sisters. One fire. A secret that won’t burn out.

The Grayson sisters are trouble. Everyone in their small town knows it. But no-one can know of the secret that binds them together.

Hattie is the light. Penny is the darkness. Together, they have balance.

But one night the balance is toppled. A match is struck. A fire is started. A cruel husband is killed. The potential for a new life flickers in the fire’s embers, but resentment, guilt, and jealousy suffocate like smoke.

Their lives have been engulfed in flames – will they ever be able to put them out?

Format: eARC (256 pages)               Publisher: Verve Books
Publication date: 29th May 2023 Genre: Mystery

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My Review

Sister of Mine has a simmering air of menace and a feeling of impending disaster that slowly builds in a really satisfying and suspenseful way. Throughout the book you get a sense there’s a reckoning coming. And it does.

The story is narrated entirely from Penny’s point of view so the reader never knows how accurate is her representation of her sister Hattie’s character. At one point Hattie says to Penny, ‘Do you think you know what it’s like? You think you know how it feels to be me?’ In fact, Penny’s attitude to her sister is fluid and often contradictory. ‘I love her, I loved her, I hate her, I hated her.’ They have a sisterly bond but one infused with shared secrets, recriminations, feelings of guilt and jealousy.  Being ‘adult orphans’, Penny as the elder sister regards Hattie as her responsibility but also as her ‘burden’. Penny presents Hattie as wayward, mercurial, rebellious but also someone who is attractive to others in a way Penny feels she is not. Indeed, Penny feels ‘tainted’ by the family’s past history and her response is often to seek a means of escape.

The blurb says ‘Hattie is the light. Penny is the darkness’ but it’s way more complex than that. They’ve both done things for which they blame themselves – and each other. As Penny observes, ‘We were bound now, twisted together in a braid of badness, neither side so different from the other anymore.’ But they have also each done things for the other, some of which are life-changing. The true nature of the bond between them is only revealed at the end of the book at which point much that went before becomes easier to comprehend and you may find your view of each sister – perhaps both sisters – changes.

Sister of Mine is a slow burn of a book (if you’ll pardon the pun) which has an element of mystery and some skilful misdirections. At its core, though, is a deft, perceptive and completely compelling exploration of sibling relationships.

In three words: Intense, brooding, insightful

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Laurie PetrouAbout the Author

Laurie Petrou is an award-winning, internationally published author. She is also an Associate Professor at the RTA School of Media at Toronto Metropolitan University (formerly Ryerson). She has a PhD and Master’s in Communication and Culture (York and Toronto Met), a diploma in New Media Design (Sheridan), and a Bachelor of Fine Arts, specializing in painting (Queen’s). She lives in Niagara. (Photo: Author website)

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